rising with the heat

me me me me me

2006-04-04T07:03:00.000-07:00

what the hell... the entire chunk i just typed has gone MISSING!! now i have to retype again...

anyways, so here goes, i'm making this post cos px was complaining so give you see lor (gei ni kan)

i'm missing you lots baby!! call me call me come come give me a call!! ~~~

*singlish switch turn on*

got miss me or not? i miss you a lot leh, i hor, sometimes hor, will think of you think until i cry one leh, really leh. must believe me hor! i can't wait until the stupid a's over then can go 'pray pray' already lah. and hor, i can't wait until you faster come here to visit if not i so bored one leh.

i hor, lately feel very empty again lor. cannot fit into my class one. or maybe from the start then cannot fit in liao. sighs. life very hard one la. although i very sad but if i write this way then happier mah, not that sad lor. then you read liao faster contact me ok? i hope someone will see that i got make new post la, if not i type so much for nothing one leh. XD

*singlish switch turn off*

alright, so whose turn to post next? not mine! ^_^

me again

2005-10-03T12:47:00.000-07:00

yo...me again..i found another cristal ball that i like..
give some response ya?

me again

2005-10-03T12:43:00.000-07:00

nice cristal ball....the type that i always wanted...it's like there is another world out in that ball...you see that sea? that beach? that stars? those are something that i only see in my dream...if i were to have a choice, i would die there...peacefully....

2005-10-03T12:38:00.000-07:00

people....px here...
yo yo yo...hen jiu bu jian!!!
hope everything is fine ...

px here

2005-08-25T20:07:00.000-07:00

hey there...sorry 4 not blogging...4 so long...
i know she hui has been quite pissed with me cos i erm...didn blog and both wen and i have bf liao...
well...all that i can say is that don't feel abandoned cos i never ever would have this thought of abandoning you....(wen han may be cos tt gal is really lazy) i don't think she would ever see this according to the no. of times she blogged...so never mind la...
haha... ok ok...you right? i know you know you are not abandoned lor...so don't say such things la...and the essay you read me last night remember? it is somewhat telling a true story and some what not....ha ha...
ok ok...i look toward to our end of year trip!!! cya!!

killer...

2005-08-11T03:47:00.000-07:00

midnight...

2005-08-11T03:45:00.000-07:00

sh3 hui

Midnight is the time of day (or night, more or
less) that best represents you. You have
little patience for idiots and probably would
like nothing more than for people to just leave
you alone sometimes. People often see you as
being a very dark and cold person, and you
probably have some inner anger or resentment
towards those who have hurt you in the past.
You are almost always open to unusual ideas and
you like expressing yourself through writing
and/or drawing.

What Time of Day Best Represents your Personality? (anime pics!)
brought to you by

......

2005-07-04T08:58:00.000-07:00

sh3 hUi

heys... how come nobody's blogging? jus got off e fone wif wen han, px i miss u lots! u said u would call mi some other time during the june hols but how come nv call? i'm dying.... T_T pls call me and tok to me... sighs...

i cant stand my life! and it doesnt even matter whether i come here and blog or not cos nobody cares at all... nobody gives a damn... nobody...

sh3 hUi

i feel abandonned...

2005-06-25T09:51:00.001-07:00

Sh3 hUi

heys everyone... me again... ok i c wen has finally blogged... good...

dunno why i suddenly feel like i'm all alone in this world... my uncle took my fone cos his fone was outta batt and he was rushing to malaysia fer work.. so i used my dad's fone and i sent about 5 messages to like i think 4 diff people... and i got nil reply... fine... everyone doesnt want to talk to me, to even communicate with me... wat else can i say... i'm abandonned by the rest of the world, as i have decided to abandon them in the first place.... wat do you call this, retribution?

it's one plus in the morning here and i'm still up typing... mid years starts on monday and i'm here blogging... have yet to touch anything at all, seriously nothing done throughout the one month... after all i was sick fer 2 weeks and was at the hospital taking care of my cousin fer one week... the last week was apparently spent on slacking... did not meet with anyone except wen and jing chuan during the holidays... i dunno why but i cant get attached to anyone else (other than you two and some other close frenz) now. in fact i'm also losing contact with practically everyone...

fer a period of time i thought i could find a lotta new friends in my class but i'm pondering over that point now. i feel no bonding, no exchange of spiritual emotions. i do not have that special bonding with them. it's like without them i'm still me and without me they're still them.

i feel like crying. to be able to let my miseries and unhappiness slip out of my eyes, wetting my face and letting it go would be such a blessing to me. but i cant do it. i cant cry. there're no tears fer me to cry out. the emptiness inside mi fills mi up, makes mi feel bloated. it is giving me a headache. nobody cares.

nobody cares.

i started thinking about myself. i looked back at me and the things i did, the thoughts i had. and i saw myself as an evil, dark, selfish, petty, irresponsible and complicated person. i am so stupid, brainless and idiotic that i feel ashamed of myself. the blood flowing in me is dirty, as dirty as my mind. it's like a doll that's all torn up, ragged and stained with blood and dirt. the dried blood caked up against the doll, covering her eyes, her heart. like me. my eyes, my heart are covered with blood. i can see and feel nothing. i can only look on with emptiness exploding in me.

i know not what i am thinking. maybe i am more complicated than i thought or expected. i know not what to expect. i know not what to feel, what to think. i know not how i should live. i know not even what i live fer. my existence is of no importance to anyone at all...

here's a song dedicated to u guys, sung and written by nicholas tse and lyrics by stephen fung (feng2 de2 lun2)

Let Me Die

Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels whispering to me goodnight
Don't wake when the lightning strikes
My heart for you is true
Let no one take that from you
Time is running tight
Can't change from wrong to right
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little
Just like how we used to be baby

It's time to say farewell
No need to cry or feeling sorrow
It's alright, all in the book of life
Heaven grant me one last wish i beg you
Let me say these words before i go

I will love you til the end of time
With every breath of mine, I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace, my sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can change my world from balck to white
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little more

Are we at war tonight
Will be there angels whispering to me goodnight
Don't wake when the lightning strikes
Heaven grant me one last wish i beg you
Let me say these words before I go

I will love you til the end of time
With every breath of mine, I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace, my sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can give me strength to fight
Til the sky is burning, it's the end of time

Look ahead tomorrow, a long and winding road
Keep the faith of mine, don't let it go
You're the only reason night ain't growing cold
What will I do, without you

I will love you til the end of time
With every breath of mine, I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace my sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can make my world so bright
Life, no longer empty
With you in my heart, in my heart

ok i know this is a very long entry (i tried to make the fonts moderately big so that i don't blind anyone out there) but the song is really nice (i wonder what it feels when my life is no longer empty??) and i hope maybe you guys can try listening to it.. ok then, til next time....

Sh3 hUi

hey my beloved px n hui!=)

2005-06-24T08:15:00.000-07:00

surprise surprise look who's here!haha
sorry took so long 4 me 2 come n blog..anw i jus came back from japan abt a wk ago.it was reali fun!i went into e hot springs n it was e first time in my whole life i c so many naked pp!yea but it was damn shiok inside e spring.veh relaxg.yea i went 2 alot of places..no time 2 write out all..
anw i c px is askg bout my cute guy..hoho yea we're gd.very gd.i noe u n ur bf oso veh gd.
anw im dead i oni studied 2 topics of my bio n nothg else.sighs.needa work harder!
rather late now im leavg alr.jus leavg a short msg 2 let u all noe dat im alive!muaha
tk care
wenwen

heyya!!~~

2005-06-08T19:51:00.000-07:00

yoz... she hui here... finally found enough time to blog...

wen han's definitely unable to blog fer this period of time cos she's in JAPAN rite now.. damn lucky gurl... she wont be back til i think ard 14th june... oh ya. we're having out june hols now.. not like SOME PEOPLE who're mugging like xiao fer their exams.. haha. din mean to suan u la. after all it's gonna be my turn to sacrifice my brain cells when sch reopens in 2 weeks.

as fer wen han's relationships... well i think u'd better ask her urself cos after all it's quite personal so i cant jus go blabber ard rite... XP paiseh la. so how r ur exams so far? fighting on or giving up alr? haha. i'm starting to slack alr, jus as the mid-yrs are coming. sheesh. gimme a break. i've NEVER been a potential scholar. argh.

oh ya my primary 5-6 ex-classmates are having this gathering... but well it's been ages (5 yrs) since i've met them and i'm not close to any of them anymore so i'm wondering whether i should go... furthermore there're people whom i do not want to see as well as people whom do not want to see me. so... should i go or not?? haiya. really dont feel like going but there're several people begging me to go... how how how how how??

and hor... i tell u hor... I AM DAMN FED UP WITH YOU OKAY!!!! wat's dere that u cant tell me, or tell us? never call me fer so damn long and u noe a S$10 icc can only last 20 mins and i dun even haf the money to buy the damn card!! den everytime there're anonymous calls and the gurl calling has a muffled voicce over the fone i'll think it's YOU and i'll go " Oh my God oh my God oh my God", THEN realise i made a mistake. then the other person will think i've gone nuts. fine la. and you noe wat? it turned out u din call me cos you wanted to keep stuff to urself!! *ROARS and puffs out balls of fire* got anything can face it wif me wat?! if u got stuff dun wanna tell me until u settle it and go through it by urself u can jus write me a letter that'll take three months to reach me den it wont make a diff whether i noe about it or not mah!! aiya.

not angry wif u or anything la. relac relac. jus telling you you3 shen3 me shi4 dou1 yao4 gao4 su4 wo3 men2... wat're frenz fer?! furthermore given our relationship i think the three of us are definitely more than frenz lor... makes sense? so yes, i expect a call from you asap as long as u're financially able to support the calls den we're gonna haf a long long talk. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha... ermz... dun mind me. i get a bit crazy when i'm desperate.

i wanna go k-box!!!! ever since the other time i went there wif wen han's first three months VJ frenz i've been dying to go again... it's so fun!! *sobz* but everytime oso nobody go wif me... so sad... lao gong!!!! (i mean, da lao gong) miss ya lots!! call me!! *sings: call me call me come come give me a call~~* sighz. everytime wanna do sth oso nobody do wif me (wen's timetable everything always clash wif mine) I SO XIANZ!!! den do a lotta things oso very like meaningless... sighz... the only thing i enjoy doing now is to go arcade with jing chuan, den we'll play shooting games. woah. can vent emotions man. stress-reliver. esp when i throw the grenade out and bomb everyone.... SHUANG!!! haha dun mind me as i said i get bonkers when i'm desperado...

lately i've been replaying xian jian 98... jus finished it yesterday... i cried when lin yue ru died!! Y_Y T_T den of cos i v happy when that stooopid zhao ling'er jumped to die wif the mo shen shou... haha... den i realise the ending video was missing!! den i couldnt see yue ru again so i was very pissed. kaoz. now that i finished replaying that... ive got nth to do!! ok i intended to replay si4(four) da4(big) ming2(famous) bu3(guards/captors) and wu3 lin2 qun2 xia2 zhuan4 but v xianz leh.. no motivation to start. nth can match my interest in xian jian... so i think i'll get someone who's got very fast broadband to help mi download xin xian jian... or maybe i'll buy it (if i ever haf that money) to re-play... or maybe i'll find tian1 zhi1 hen2 to replay oso... (sorry abt all the han yu pin yin... v troublesome to type in chinese in my com...)

opps... i realise i blogged a lot this time... i guess i'll jus stop here and try to blog less next time.. i even tried to make the font extra big and dark fer you so u wont complain abt me trying to blind you again... haha. watcha expect from a 1000-yr-old demoness anyway... haha. ok, ciaoz! ^_^ miss ya lots and CALL ME!!

sHe hUi

2005-06-05T14:56:00.000-07:00

hi hi hi....

sorry fer not blogging...but i got reason one mah.....erm....my bf's lap-top(xiao hei)...cos it's black in colour has died...(sob sob) so i didn have anything to use to go on line lor...paiseh.....

and now, my "xiao lan" (lap-top cos it's blue in colour,the one that you used b4) has come back to life ...so i am using it now!!!!!!!!

erm....life has been quite good...heh...*^_^*....i LOVE my hubbie a lot!!!!! (xuan yao~~~~) erm....is wen han's cute guy with her now? or is she still a gu jia gua ren??? haiz.... anw...i am having my exams now...f**k... hated it whenever it comes to e exam period lor....if not fer my bf, i would have bombed the whole uk and expecially departement setting the exam papers.... ha ha ha ha......

ahem.....sorry.... tai ji dong le.... and...how are you my darling?? hope your leg is getting betta...how come you always got leg prob one???? so pathetic.....but nvm....i think you should be used to it liao ...haiz....now don't have to run the stupid morning jog...so you don get the privilege(think i spelt wrongly) to walk a round instead of running 3 rounds....muahahahaha( wat am i toking about) anw....hope you are fine..i don't dare to call you cos i cant face a lot of things now myself and if i were to call, i will have to break down and cry like crazy....so...in order to retain my sanity, i decided to call only when i am ready, hope u understand....

plasters...

2005-05-28T05:13:00.000-07:00

ok i noe e quality sux but i took it wif my fone at night so well... anws this is wat my leg looked like back on the day after i first goddit bandaged... and well now i've more or less recovered... so... ya.

sHe hUi

ha ha ha ha

2005-05-26T04:35:00.000-07:00

she hui ah...please lorz..you ve been saying that fer eva!!!!! how many times do i have to tell you that you are NOT unwanted!!!! you ARE cute ok? and that is definitely NOT for comforting you!!!!!

even my bf says so ok? whenever i talk about you, he will ask "oh, is it the cute one that you are toking about?" see? not all guys are blind....*^_^* that is why i love him so much cos we both ve got excellent tastes!!!!

so...stop saying such things ok?? you ARE nice and you WILL get someone to love even though we do love you, i don't think that is enough fer you right??? (sob...sob)

i will be going to london this weekend...will bring camera if i remember and will take some photos if i remember (-_-'''')...ha ha ha ha ha ha.....

2005-05-23T07:31:00.000-07:00

my poor bandaged leg... took this at bekah's place, went there to mug after i visited the chinese physician... damn pain arh... :(

but well i noe it's funny so laugh all u wan....

sHe hUi

i'm lame...

2005-05-23T07:10:00.000-07:00

heys the queen of lameness here again... this time i'm really lame... as in my entire leg is wrapped in bandages.. will try to put in the pic fer ppl to laugh at. haha. but i'm alright so dun needa worry too much. v xians now. feel like knocking my head into a wall or sth.

i need love!

sounds despo... but well... y everyone got bf or someone who likes dem except fer mi? sad... pathetic... this is a shallow and superficial world where all of 'the other species' go only fer looks... i am doomed fer life... sighz

anws. dun mind wadeva i typed. take it that i was jus crazy.

ShE hUi

yoz~~

2005-05-23T07:03:00.000-07:00

heh heh... so that is ur bf huh... not say i wanna say but hor... i think u noe wat i think so i shant embarass other ppl here k... haha... i noe i'm mean... but if i'm not mean... i wont b me... oh ya i'm still getting wen han to come here but she keep forgetting so not my fault ya... haha...

wen han going japan soon!! still thinking of sth of a reasonable price to ask her get fer mi... hmms... and yes i needa work to earn money!! argh!! i needa get my debate money!!! hahas... i'm losing it... i noe... sighs... cant help it... cant wait fer hols to come but at the same time i'm dreading even the hols...

SOMEONE SAVE ME....

ShE hUi

2005-05-18T09:15:00.000-07:00

my hubbie~~

2005-05-18T05:46:00.000-07:00

my hubbie

momo

2005-05-17T09:32:00.000-07:00

hey...i was wondering right...you either write nothing and leave me toking to myself or you write like you ve never written b4 and leave me reading like hell...-_-''''....

next time right...use a bigger font la...i read until i went cross-eye can?? oh ya....when i first saw your photo...i thought you guys were making a horror movie cos your expression really looks like you saw a ghost la.....then i was wondering how come wen han's face could be such a source of horror fer you....

ahem...well....my bf is going back to km with me this june holiday to meet the parents...-_-'''''' nervous .....anw...hope they get together well....and i will be going to meet his parents also....NERVOUS....-_-'''''wish me luck!

anw...next time try to write less and more freqently la.... kow tow doesn mean a thing after i ve decided to kill you fer hurting my eyes indirectly lor.....also tell me how to post photos cos i wanna show you my bf!!!!

argh!... i hate myself...

2005-05-15T02:58:00.000-07:00

ok... sorry fer the very big number of posts flooding this place... i was re-reading the blog den i realised sth...
px:

i thought u said they were ok? they both woke up after that isnt it? wat really happened? care to tok abt it? dun stress urself out too much, if u needa get it out we're always here... i'm always free at night u can always call mi... or sms me, or mail mi, anything u prefer... wat u mean they left u? man i'm really confused here... will b waiting fer news from u. contact mi asap...

a quote from lyrics by mayday fer u:

心情好心情坏怎么开始怎么办你有的不爽让我来分担
everything will be alright tomorrow will be fine
太阳依然灿烂地球继续转
有我的陪伴你再也不孤单
有我的陪伴一起终结孤单

s H e h U i

jus an add-on...

2005-05-15T02:54:00.000-07:00

oh ya forgot to mention this... due to the siza of the first 2 pix i'm afraid u'll hafta scroll slightly to the right so that u view the entire pic... and i noe i look damn horrible so dun laugh at me ok? ^_^
and i was thinking maybe we could like haf a "logo" fer each of ourselves so we noe who's writing... like fer mi i think i'll be settling on this font and colour: ----- cya soon! ^_^

s H e h U i <--

photos

2005-05-15T02:49:00.000-07:00

yoz peepz gonna post some photos... as u all can c below, some of dem taken by fone(wh's), some scanned from neoprints and some taken wif my sis' new digicam... some may appear familiar to u guys... and ya i noe i look damn scary when i was glaring at wh, but somehow i jus wanna burst out laughing whenever i look at it... hahahaha... but anws... hope u all enjoy looking at dem although i haf dis feeling they're gonna take up a lotta space in the blog... paiseh arh.. heh heh... '''^_^()

s H e h U i

ohhhhh myyyy GOD!!!!!~~~~~~~~~

2005-05-15T01:23:00.000-07:00

heys ppl... she hui here...

I AM STUNNED BY MY STUPIDITY!!!

sorry ya i'm really busy lately with school work and everything... so sorry... and that time i was on msn and i saw px and no matter how much i typed i din c any reply... ya... heh hehz. paiseh. turned out to b sth wrong wif msn messenger.

and i still haven told wen han abt this blog yet, cos everytime we meet/chat we'll waste all our time doing/saying dumb stuff... forgive me... *kneels on the floor and kow-tows*

oh ya px px u ok not? lucky i was so worried i suddenly remembered the existence of our blog... (ers.. ya paiseh i told u i v busy liao, i haven even updated my own blog fer ages) den i came and i saw that u were the only one toking to urself here... SO SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!! *kow-tows until forehead bleeds* aiya, so pissed wif myself!! if u got anything u mus mus mus tell us ok... dont keep everything to urself!! although i nv blog here fer v long it doesnt mean i dun care abt u or anything!! so got anything mus tell!! at the very least sms or call!! or e-mail! okokokokokokokok??

anw... ya i've been attending sch every single day... (o.O'''!!!!) ya i noe that's shocking fer a slacker like mi... but well, my class is really great!!! as in REALLY AWESOME!! haha... there were only 13 of us at first, wif 12 gurls and ONE GUY (his name is Gerry), then this other guy changed his subject combi cos he saw that our class time table was e slackest in the entire sch... haha. so now got 14 people, 12 gurls 2 guys. and ya got a lotta v nice ppl... oh ya momo! dun get irritated k, cos i'm in the same class as kaidoh aka ur baka mamushi! hahahaha.. and chingx (ching yi), one of my closest frens from my sec one class (the one i owis exchanged postcards wif in sec 2) oso in my class!! den currently i'm closest to this drama queen in my class and her name's Jessline (as in compared to my other classmates excluding hui ting and chingx)... she's really cute and funny... i mean she's not called the drama queen fer nothing... and cos our class is so small it's really easy to bond ard so everyone's relatively close to everyone else... but of cos due to the fact that we only noe each other fer a short time there isn't really much emotional bonding la...

i've got lotsa hw most of the time.. and i'm like failing everything except fer GP and CLA... fine la, cant help it la. hmms.. and AJ food sux compared to st nicks food! not say i want to say but seriously the one nice thing abt sn (other den SOME nice teachers) is the food.. and the canteen... hmms. oh ya. and me and hui ting, we basically meet every morning in sch at our favourite toilet to shit together... haha.. dere're a lotta toilets in aj tt really really stink... hahas. i mean, shitting is so important to me of cos i wanna shit at somewhere with a nice atmosphere rite...

oh ya as fer the yr-end trip rite, as much as i'm dying to go i'm afraid i may not b able to make it due to financial constraints.. of cos i'm trying my best to save but well.. actually i was counting on my dad to like, sponsor me but actually, he's currently overseas wif my mum (they went to Genting to GAMBLE) and he like, had to BORROW MONEY FROM ME... i've got nth to say.. i'm like, already broke enough and now i'm penniless.. and i'm serious, i've only got 11 bucks left in my bank account... and i haven even gotten my debate prize money yet... and all the others got theirs alr... why? cos the bloody chinese HOD spelled my name wrongly!! the bloody cheque was like smack in front of me and the name on it was like "TAN SHUE HUI". wat the FUCK lor! so now i've gotta wait fer HELEN CHOO to approve a new cheque fer mi... wat the fuck wat the fuck wat the fuck.....

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

phew... ok.. this is wat happens when i get really poor... sighs. which probably explains why i hate and love money at the same time... so ya from now on i will less den 10 dollars in sch every week and i shall save up the rest... so that hopefully by the end of the year i'll haf money to go... and i think i'm going to try to find part-time work fer the june hols... wish mi good luck people... :(

and ya i dunno y but lately ive got really terrible POST menstrual syndrome. haiz. i get so irritable that i start getting irritated at myself... bleh. oh ya if wen han ever sees this... i was wondering if it's possible to like, transfer the video in your fone to a com den post a link or sth in our blog? den we can show px the stupid stuff we did while cleaning up ur room... haha. oh ya. and i'll be posting pix we took wif wen han's fone when i went over to wh's place to help her clean up her room.. :)

and i love mayday!! i love love love mayday!! I LOVE MAYDAY!! and er... did i mention the fact that i love mayday? >o< >v< ^o^ rock man!!! :D

oh ya, finally as i end off, i would like to apologise again... bleh. hope this entry is long enough to cover fer my absence. so sorry! i will try to be as frequent in blogging as i can... cya next time!! ^_^

s H e h U i

people have been lazy...

2005-05-05T04:52:00.000-07:00

i realised that no matter how much i write you guys are not going to say a single word...but wat's the diff anw? i am already alone...

my studies is going fine...as well as my relationship...but i know that these are all fake...i still ve got my own important things to settle... i cant tell him everything becos i can't even sort everything out myself...

now two very important people in my life are gone..i dont expect anything like that or worse than that to happen..cos there is simply nothing as bad as that....

我要死了...

2005-05-05T04:45:00.000-07:00

好烦啊...
我的经济没有做好功课啊...我怎么回去见我的爸爸妈妈啊...
不过我的老公好可爱啊...就像是个猩猩一样...哈哈哈哈...但是跟他一起不知道会不会影响学习呢?
唉...阵郁闷啊...我的朋友啊...慧慧...你这家伙好久没有写日记了..一定是跑到什么地方去吊凯子了...你一定是不要我了...(哭..)
天啊...请你一定让我好好学习啊...我要好好考试, 我以后要作个有用的人啊...

waking the dead

2005-04-13T05:41:00.000-07:00

hey people... kinda depressed...it seems like i am the only one writing in the blog...and that i don't know who to share my problems with...

it's all going to be dead...someone wakes me!

no problem....

2005-03-18T09:37:00.000-08:00

hey hey hey... of course there is no problem ... you can ask her to join in any time you want.. btw... i LOVE the template you did fer me... i absolutely have to complaint towards that ok??? it's soooooo sweet ....
i definitely appreciate e effort you put into this...cos i personally don't know how to do this ha ha... i am an IT idiot....erm...-_-"...ya.. well... my bf is now sleeping behind me.....he is a pig la...keep sleepingb all e time...ha ha... but he is cute la...and i love him a lot!!!! heh heh....*blush blush*ha ha ha....hope wen han is getting well w her cute little boy.....and hope you will finally not be the "virgin mary" anymore... ha ha ha....jj.....

hey hey hey

2005-03-16T09:40:00.000-08:00

yoyo... how's dis? i promised u i would do up ur blog fer ya rite? hehe... if u find this template familiar i don't blame u, cos it's the pink version of MY blog!! haha... this way we can share similar blog templates... the stuff r quite similar jus that the things are in diff positions and the colours r different... if u dun believe den u can jus check it out!! the links r there anyway... hee. and u noe wat? i bet u cant find e same skin anywhere else in the entire world!! cos i modified it jus fer u!! very touched rite?? haha... i shifted the boxes and enlarged the template so there would b more space fer the links and esp the tagboard... hope u understand wat i'm rambling abt here...

and u noe wat?? it's 2AM now my side and i'm still doing this fer u!! plus i'm going out on 2 separate dates tml!! kaoz!! should b thankful fer wat i am doing ok??!! haha no la jj.. if there's anything u're not happy wif jus call mi up to complain... and if u wanna change anything but u dunno how to go abt doing it u can oso jus ring mi up... as long as u're calling at decent hours over at my side. heh heh.

oh ya and i was wondering... u said u wanted this to b our exchange blog rite... izzit ok if i ask wen han to join in den tell her e password oso?? that way we wont miss out on anybody!! :) so happy to hear from u so jus call mi more and more!! haha... ok la dun tok le i kenna scolded fer staying up 'early' alr... sms mi when the exact moment u get to c this so i can noe ur on-e-spot response!! and i bet when u c dis i'll still b awake... heh heh.

miss ya lots and luv ya lots!! ^_^

Hui

yo darlin~~

2005-03-13T00:00:00.000-08:00

hey baby i added in some links and music fer u... if u noe how to do it u can find ur own music and change it by accessing the template options... i din change the template jus in case u dun like wat i find... or maybe u can find the template u like from www.blogskins.com, den e-mail mi the link to the page so that i can change the template fer u or sth liddat... hehz. oh ya u can oso get a tagboard from places like www.myshoutbox.com... depends on u la, haf fun playing wif ur blog!! :)

p/s: oh ya u can delete dis post after reading it, i think it will b quite wierd fer mi to write a msg to u on ur blog but well, i alr started typing so nvm la hor... ()^_^''' hope the changes i made are useful to u!! :)

luv from u-noe-hu-lar... -^o^-

he is cute~~

2005-03-11T08:02:00.000-08:00

ok... i think i am really starting to like him... well he plays guitar and i think i should learn that from him.... he is nice really.. and everybody tells me the same thing. i don't find any reason not to like him now...

if it were to be some serious relationship that i am having now, please my friends... let me know whether i should put every bit of my heart into it....

i feel that i should ... try... but is this not serious? is my attitude right here?

momo's got a bf

2005-03-09T06:47:00.000-08:00

Gosh.... i got a boyfriend!!! oh no... not again... how can i be so easy with this kinda things? i should be more serious don't you think?
gosh gosh gosh~~~~~ but he is really nice manz... what should i do( well i have already agreed to be his girlfriend..so..) haiz... this time is really bad lah... i mean i don't even know him well.. except that he can't remember the direction as well as i do...-_-''''
my friends!!!! help me!!!

this is the day

2005-03-08T08:19:00.000-08:00

it's ok... i am back to school and i got called to see the principal...SHOOT!!!
haiz... well it's turned out to be a false alarm.. muahahah... all thanks to the stupid secretary of the vice principal's.. stupid carrot!!! i wish she could just step on a piece of banana skin and slip to her death!!!

ha ha i hope i can get home asap! i wish to see my old friends and i look forward to see she hui and wen han at the end of the year, though i don't really know whether they can really make it at the end of this year!!!

cooling off

2005-03-04T08:09:00.000-08:00

This is total BS!!!!

hello~~ i am sick and coughing BLOOD!!!
y do i still have to do the endless homework? and my host family, gosh.... wat makes the sound travels so easily there? even talking can be a form of disturbance?

what the heck!!!

alright.... now i have to wait for the school to have somewhere for me to move. this is not really nice... considering the distance that i have to walk to school every morning... i mean... i don't really mind the walking... it's the weather that makes every bit of it irritating. i just cant stand the fact that i have to walk in the snow or the rain or God knows what kind of sucking weather to get to school!!!!!!

momoshiro

2004-06-16T19:27:00.000-07:00

*lol* hey buddies..it's a thursday...what did i do so far?
i guess nothing important.. people changes fast and some can even transform into some other people...
scary huh? people change for the better and for the worse.. i have two such cases around me..
i am surprised at how determined i can be to break a relationship with some not-worth-to-be-my-friend people
my dog..he's missing but i know he's coming back sooner of later...he's gotta come back..he will and he is...
i am gonna watch ppl play bb today..ha ha..i don't have any idea on how to play that game..though it seems interesting sometimes...but it's betta for me to just watch...